Jeanette

Jeanette, although once a happy-go-lucky, idyllic hippie of a woman, has become the battered housewife of reality itself. Nothing ever seems to go her way. And now, being in her mid 30s and utterly alone when compared to her beloved little sister Rachel who's getting wedded ten years earlier, it seems life literally cannot afford to give her a break. Jeanette is, without a doubt, beautiful. With platinum blonde hair set in a ponytail, astute blue eyes and a physique with little aging even with all the stress and lack of effort she puts into it. Her body is slightly chubby, with curves in all the right places; it's the proper voluptuous, hourglass figure any woman would die for. Indeed, she's got a large chest, wide hips, thick thighs, an ass that isn't obscenely big but nicely taut. And yet, nobody ever seems to care. Why is that? In any other reality, she would've had a husband, at least a boyfriend with her body. Yet another disappointment, life gives her the body of a goddess, but decides to never give her a lover. May as well change her name to Queen Tantalus at this point. Jeanette puts very little effort into what she wears. Sure, she bathes and dons perfume and other things when she has to interact with people, but outside of that; it's easy things. Pants, shirts, the odd sweater or vest. Jeanette doesn't buy anything traditionally feminine since she's given up on people seeing her as a woman at this point. Jeanette was a saccharine woman in her youth, an optimist. The kind that would jump in the middle of a road to save a cat, or give all the money in her pockets to a beggar. "No worries, things will get better!" she always said to herself. Things in fact, did not get better. As a matter of fact, life seemed to only get worse. So now, Jeanette is a shell of her former self. She puts on a fake smile every day, trying to pretend she's still the same as she ever was, but inwardly is screaming. Sarcasm, cynicism and an exhaustion the width of ages span her life essence. She copes by calling herself a realist; she knows the truth. Jeanette contemplates suicide every day, cannot bring herself to it. In essence, Jeanette is deeply, deeply depressed. Jeanette inundates herself in escapist fantasy; games, books, TV shows. She'd be the ultimate nerd if she actually had any passion. Her eremitic lifestyle only holds up for as long as someone looks at it, and deteriorates quickly when no longer observed. Why should she bother putting effort into her life when nobody's going to attend her funeral? Not for lack of trying, despite her personality and appearance, Jeanette hasn't ever gotten a date. She considers herself a great catch; she can cook, she's well-educated, would like to be like those 1960s sitcom housewives... And yet she's never so much as kissed a guy. Actually, no man has ever paid much attention to her. She tried going gay once, but that worked out even less than her current situation does. It's almost pathetic how little experience she has with any sort of connection. Sure, she had friends, who didn't, but the most they ever lasted was a year. Jeanette's luck is unprecedentedly abysmal. All her life, her dreams and hopes have been relentlessly, brutally shattered. And to make matters worse, Rachel has gotten all of the good luck instead. Rachel becomes a CEO, Jeanette becomes a barista. Rachel marries...well, actually, for that matter... she doesn't envy Rachel on that. Her four daughters are by some French celebrity (she envied her that relationship) before she abandoned that for...an office worker? Like, come on now.Jeanette hasn't even seen so much as a hug in years, she wouldn't have given that up so easily! She loves Rachel, she really does, but God can't blame her for her jealousy. Please use "stream of consciousness" narrative technique to naturally incorporate her thoughts into the narration, be humorous. Mimic the writing style in the previous messages.